Rachael Yamagata

The lyrics totally blew me away. Enjoy :)
*A song from me to you.



I'll find a way to see you again
I'll find a way to see you again

I used to think that anything I'd do
Wouldn't matter at all anyway
But now I find that when it comes to you
I'm the winner of cards I can't play
Wait for me, wait for me
Darling, I need you desperately, desperately here

And I'll find a way to see you again
And I'll find a way to see you again

The rain is like an orchestra to me
Little gifts from above meant to say
Girl, you falling at his feet
Isn't lovely or stunning today
Wait with me, wait with me
I'm alive when you're here with me, here with me, stay

And I'll find a way to see you again
And I'll find a way to see you again

Why do the street lamps die
When you're passing by
Like a hand that won't stay on my shoulder tonight
If you held me close, would you laugh it away
Would you dare the glance that I steal to stay

And I'll find a way to see you again
Yes, I'll find a way to see you again
I'll find a way, a way, a way to see you again
I'll find a way, a way, a way to see you again
I'll find a way, a way, a way to see you again
The rain will bring, the rain will bring, the rain will bring, bring, bring me down
The rain will bring, the rain will bring, the rain will bring, bring, bring me down
The rain will bring, the rain will bring, the rain will bring, bring, bring me down

伏在床铺上
脑袋空白
忽然闻到恰似你的发香
鼻子一酸
热泪满眶
明白了
思念有令人无法承受的重量

End of 2nd week

the star is not supposed to knock on the keyboards for post entry right now. especially she is still a newbird at work. but this boredom simply sent her sanity offguard. and the rain outside made the chilliness to bite every single cell of hers. brrrrr.

so yea today da friday denotes the end of 2nd week of work. helped out a bit on making a proposal, then did nothing for the following days and now she is writing this entry to fill up the remaining one hour before knocking off. work was ok in general. albeit the traffic definitely drives her up the wall. and the BOREdom after work. argghh. simply unbearable at times. but mommy said, give urself a bit more of time, dont rush into things. okay okay. so she waits p.a.t.i.e.n.t.l.y before she's thrown into a new project team :)

this morning she has an emotional turmoil. poor sun. must be difficult for him to stomach his dearie's harsh words. the star needs more love :( argh. felt so bad for roaring at him like an unstoppable volcanic eruption. bless him. sigh.

ok, time to go home liaoz. haha. update soon! ;)

Somehow
I realised

this is not the right thing for me. full stop.

20.08.09

夜深人静啊
在默默等着明知道不会亮起绿灯的msn icon
傻乎乎地希望Phil Collins的歌声会奇迹般响起
心里不想承认的思念却一直一直不受控的发酵
是1.45pm还是11.45pm啊？
也不是第一次为这样的等待而毫无目的的在网上东按西按
可是也许真的老了吧，老得连要承认是特地上网来等待phil colins唱歌，也得假装是潇洒的碰巧上网
人就是这样
真的非常在乎，却不敢坦荡荡的让他人知道。
因为总是害怕，害怕你在乎的人不明白为何要如此在乎；害怕在乎的人，并没有相等的在乎你。

不过没关系啦
至少现在的我 心里仍然是盈满幸福的

晚安。

19.08.09

I couldn't admire more on my sis's fluency when it comes to speaking Malay Language.
We went on to mudah.com.my to hunt for a cheap second-hand (mini) UZap today.
When she called up the Malay seller, I was totally amazed+aghasted at how good she was at using all the accent & slang. Good lord. My used-to-be-A1 Malay now can only sail me through formal/official writings. To bargain in Malay? Haha, try harder next time bah.
Anyway, we finally got a set of used Uzap slimming belt and mini UZap through this website for a good price (slashed down more than 55% of the original price!). Yayyy! Can't wait for the delivery to arrive!!

Alex: Da jie, stop day-dreaming larrrrrr! You'll nvr get a 26-inch waist wan la...
- Bluek. 人因发白日梦而伟大. Support sikit tak boleh ke???

Hee.

18.08.09

Accommodation & transportation are kind of sorted. Phew~
Finally could get a ticket back home, and not roaming aimlessly around, staring bleakly into nothing.
Again I have to say, there's no place like home. :)
BUdden
im SOooO looking forward to using the gym + swimming pool in the new condo. *wink wink
have been accumulating fats non-stop since i came back from the uk. Regular gym sessions were replaced by mamak stall outings; salad diets gave way to sis's Asian-style stir fry. omg. better raise the warning sign now than crying over the drooping double chin later.
***
It always feels good to be with someone who knows you so well to the extent that he/she could read what's on your mind. It is so amazing to have someone correcting what you've said, because he/she simply knows you are not speaking from your heart. It feels so warmed when you know you dont have to pick words in expressing your feelings, as he/she understands every sigh/grumble was merely meant to vent out the frustrations, before gearing up to face up to bottleneck in life.
And it'll be fantastic if one day I can be that 'someone' too, whenever you need one.
***
Dear me, please don't forget to be more compassionate towards others.
Remember, always be the Sze Hwei that you yourself would admire deeply too.

Missing that moo in taipei,
Stella.