2 down, 2 more to go!

But this is how i feel now

!!

SingASong

''Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily

Life is but a dream''


Fret not.
Fear not.
Smile lots.
For life is a dream with its days numbered :)

Job Offer :)

Got an offer from Ethos & Company. Happy :)
Base salary and performance-linked bonus are good.
But still have several considerations to make, including LDR
- ah, the most painful pain in my arse!
Anyway, being selected to join this leading boutique consultancy firm is still something worth celebrating!

So I went out with AhBeng just now for a yummilicious dinner at Giraffe :)

(yea, just finding an excuse to slack :P)
And lousy Stella got tipsy again after 2 glasses of wine *shy*

Happy Willy with his Topped WedgesTipsy Stella with her 'Fresh Fish Market'

懒惰虫不读书乱涂鸦

忽然很想知道
喜极而泣是什么样的感觉


？？

It doesn't need a title

I've fallen for this in the blink of time
And yet i know it is not just another story which i was thrown in and out again
Well at least I harbour hope for it not to be
and pray hard for this story to last for the eternity's fall

Don't let it appear if it is never meant to be mine
For this self-declared perfect little world of mine was once a run-down hag in reality
which has gradually ripped off the sadness and started to look for the euphoric dew
As now it is already standing perfectly well right here with me
So please let it be mine
and dont take it away from me again

I am waiting
Waiting for the 91-year story to come true
And I wish
It needs no miracle :)

Updatesss - IN A TOTAL RANDOM MANNER

Baked some banana muffins for Willy's housemates as they were very kind to invite me over for nasi lemak. Curry chicken, sambal ikan bilis and my favourite curry prawns suited my malaysian tongue soooOO well...although I want them to taste even hotter and spicier!! Oh welllll, one of the greatest blessings by being Willy's gf is to be able to satisfy my gluttony and cravings for the food I miss so much back home :) Oh ya! Willy was such a glutton that night (like me!! :P)!! Oh wait, maybe not just that night...hahaha! I baked 6 muffins for the 6 of us there, but he ended up eating an extra one and one of his housemates didn't get to eat. Haha. It seems like next time I HAVE to bake extra ones for this BIG-APPETITE boyfriend of mine.

Have been craving for this chewy sweet little thing for my revision period and I finally got it last night as an unexpected delivery from my Mr AhBeng! (HEY HEY see i use different names to refer to the same person, so dont take a scunner on me for mentioning HIM too frequently hor! HEEE!)
So happy and we chewed on these jelly beansssss non-stop in the library till 2.30am. HAHAHA crazy and WE ARE FAT now! YAY!

Okiesss enough of random updates for now
Hopefully my body wont be overgrown with molds after another 2 more weeks of REVISION!
And wish me luck for the final exams ok! ;)

Answer

If there is already an answer for my doubt

I would like to know it now.

Please and thank you very much
-to my dear Future.

Revisions - Of Studies, Of Life.

**-Blissful-**

Revision period for final exams is equivalent to:
- constant battling with time
- constant battling with whims and fancies for all the fun after exams
- constant craving for chocolate
- constant craving for nachos
- constant craving for pastries

- mars bars, cadbury double decker, nachos, haribos, doughnuts, brownies, cookies, peanuts, bombay mix .... THE LIST GOES ONNNNNN AND WHOOAAAAAA I AM sooooo fattttttttt!!!

But the best part of revision period is when you are craving crazily for MALAYSIAN MOUTH-WATERING FINGER LICKING YUMMILICIOUS food, and someone actually asks you to go over to his house to have LAKSA!!!!!!!

Laksa cooked by Darling - WITH LOTSA FISH CAKES AND FISH BALLSSS!!! Yummy yummy! =)

Thank you so much for inviting me over hor! Heart u much much hor! Hee =)
*happy fish whistles~




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-Emoism-

女孩：
希望你还好。虽然这样简单的问好，在你耳里有可能是万般的讽刺；但我还是想说，我是真心的希望你的伤痛能随时间慢慢好过来。因为，我也曾以为自己被幸福遗弃； 因为，我的日子也曾经只是黑漆漆的夜，心中只有怒火与妒忌；因为，我也曾每晚哭着睡着，含泪而醒，甚至宁愿偷掉睡眠来思念一些无谓的执著。同是善感的女人，我怎会不了解这种心碎的感觉呢？

这几日来，我如往常般慢慢整理了自己的思绪。经历了这么多荆棘，发现这感情这回事并没有真正的胜利者，也与一般世事一样，没有绝对。今天无论是谁遇到了谁，认定了谁是谁的幸福，却一样无法预测闭上眼睛的那一刻，在身边紧紧依偎、守候着的，还是不是当初执著过的人。我也非常明白，其实每个人都一样渴望被人真心对待、每个人都怕伤害；但往往在寻觅的过程中，大家总是不小心伤害了和自己一样脆弱的人。

所以我想说的是，此刻的愤怒与不甘是绝对能被理解的。但谁能认定伤心的结束，就不是一个美好的开始呢？人生短短几十年，大家都不断的学习、认定着自己的情感，也希望最终能获得一份恒久的幸福与归属感。而我，就只希望能在这寻觅的过程中，把伤害的程度减得最低，大家都能开开心心的过日子。

虽然我们的身份现在是对立的，但我希望有一天大家还是能打开心结，用微笑去面对曾经的过去，及好好的珍惜已在手中紧握着的幸福 :)



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终于把这几日来的心情都倾注笔端。有些事情即使他人永远都不会知道，但能好好为自己交待一番后的那种感觉，实在让我心情畅快多了！！！ Hee Hee *^_^*

1/4/2009

I start eating chocolate again.
Bad sign.