Finally Im seeing lights at the end of the tunnel. Of course, I hope it doesn't come from the headlight of a train. Haha. Touch wood touch wood.
And yes, this time I am so going to place myself at the most prominent, center position along this new phase of journey. It is only by this way, value of self-worthiness and momentum to leap ahead can be appreciated; instead of leaching for happiness from others, like what I used to indulge in. Through the ups and downs, I realized that no one is really of great help in times of difficulties - be it they are keen or not - other than ourselves. The most others can do is to offer a shoulder to cry on or words of encouragement. But no one can manage to make a decision that comes with real responsibilities for us. Everyone has his own matters to attend to. Hence, in the end of the day, we are the one to push the button, pray for the best and never look back.
So, No more醉生梦死; no more unrealistic dreams; ditch the scowl-look; and welcome the cheerful i-don't-give-a-damn super motivated me!
Wish me luck! This is another new adventure of mine :)