红豆

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

At times like this, all I could ask from u is just being more understanding and perhaps a bit more supportive.
Or
perhaps i should be more forgiveful and less sensitive, knowing that all those words came in all in the name of love?
But
when im already struggling trying not to get suffocated in this dreadful sphere of high pressure, throwing questions like 'what if that never happened' really doesn't help in easing this increasingly unbearable tension on my shoulder.

If you love me, please shower me with words of encouragement and stop telling me to stop moving forward and stop hinting me giving up is the way to go.

Thank you.

恶心的繁文缛节。真是让我痛苦至极。

Im glad that whenever faith is weakening, words of encouragement will just pop up out of nowhere without premonition. As if You are telling me - be brave, be calm and carry on with no fear.

Yes yes. Everything will be fine.

I am sure :)

要做只沉着狩猎的老虎不简单

其实不只是站在巅峰的人会觉得寂寞
当周围的人都在为生活往前冲
而自己却只能站在原地痴痴等待
也不知不觉和孤单作为朋友了

唉。好寂寞。