有时候我会很怀念那青葱岁月
三个傻婆总努力的为青春制造回忆
为自己的生命调色、打草图、上色
为自己的快乐而快乐
为自己的幸福而满足
长大后的我们都看见了生命的许多矛盾与无奈
也在一路的跌跌撞撞里受伤害
也发觉其实长大的日子并没有如期盼中的快乐
也常会回想为什么小时候那么笨 总迫不及待要长大成人
总在父母说我们还年少无知时生闷气 拼命要跻身于成人的世界
却不知道能耍任性、能畅快大笑的日子是种福气
但是 growing up can only be cruel if u cannot accept the reality of life
所以朋友啊！你要好好的照顾自己啊！
要记得小时候响往过的单纯与快乐
要记得爱自己多过爱所有一切
要记得你值得好好被对待
要记得我对你们的爱一直都存在
P/s: darling, dont say i nvr mentioned u in my blog entry hor, your msg is being quoted! Hee!
Sunday, 29 March 2009
Saturday, 28 March 2009
ETHOS interview
Had this interview with Puan Natasha from ETHOS, a boutique strategy consultancy firm.
Scheduled time was 3pm but only got started at 3.30pm.
Wasted 1 hour of my life waiting as I arrived pretty early, cis!
And as many other girls, I tried to make full use of that 1 hour by doing the VERY ''MOSTEST'' meaningful activity on earth ---- CAMWHORING in the toilet! Haha
Well about the interview ... Hmm, could have done better by reading up more latest news of Government's plans and dwell upon details that could ace me through.
Too bad, my mind is always in a state of mess, then followed by automatic shut-down, whenever it comes to solving problems in a systematical way.
But on a happy note, she did praise on some of my ideas (''yea very good. Not Bad.'') *wink
And personally I think I have shown all my passion in securing this job and also the will to make a change to this country... although in the end she did say ETHOS has recently been very selective in handling government cases as they don't want their files to join the piles that are already collecting dust for years on shelves. Haha.
Anyyyyywayyyy, everything is out of my hands now.
I can only pray for the best and accept whatever the outcome is.
The most important thing is, THIS IS THE VERY FIRST TIME I HAD A SERIOUS CONVERSATION AND ACTUALLY EXCHANGED VIEWS ON THE COUNTRY'S ISSUES WITH PEOPLE OF GREAT MINDS WITH INSIGHTFUL THOUGHTS.
Blessed. I am so blessed!!
=)
Scheduled time was 3pm but only got started at 3.30pm.
Wasted 1 hour of my life waiting as I arrived pretty early, cis!
And as many other girls, I tried to make full use of that 1 hour by doing the VERY ''MOSTEST'' meaningful activity on earth ---- CAMWHORING in the toilet! Haha
Well about the interview ... Hmm, could have done better by reading up more latest news of Government's plans and dwell upon details that could ace me through.
Too bad, my mind is always in a state of mess, then followed by automatic shut-down, whenever it comes to solving problems in a systematical way.
But on a happy note, she did praise on some of my ideas (''yea very good. Not Bad.'') *wink
And personally I think I have shown all my passion in securing this job and also the will to make a change to this country... although in the end she did say ETHOS has recently been very selective in handling government cases as they don't want their files to join the piles that are already collecting dust for years on shelves. Haha.
Anyyyyywayyyy, everything is out of my hands now.
I can only pray for the best and accept whatever the outcome is.
The most important thing is, THIS IS THE VERY FIRST TIME I HAD A SERIOUS CONVERSATION AND ACTUALLY EXCHANGED VIEWS ON THE COUNTRY'S ISSUES WITH PEOPLE OF GREAT MINDS WITH INSIGHTFUL THOUGHTS.
Blessed. I am so blessed!!
=)
*The Happiest Star*
我原以为幸福已属于过去式
也以为以往曾经的美好也只能是曾经了
但今天
我看到了一个凤凰在朝阳的怀抱中浴火重生
久违的自信
被遗弃的笑容
都陆续归巢
坚信要冲向更美好的每一天
现在有你和我一起面对的每分每秒
我知道我是幸福的 也因此变得更勇敢
谢谢你
我的太阳:D
*The Happiest Sun and Star*
也以为以往曾经的美好也只能是曾经了
但今天
我看到了一个凤凰在朝阳的怀抱中浴火重生
久违的自信
被遗弃的笑容
都陆续归巢
坚信要冲向更美好的每一天
现在有你和我一起面对的每分每秒
我知道我是幸福的 也因此变得更勇敢
谢谢你
我的太阳:D
*The Happiest Sun and Star*Wednesday, 25 March 2009
Monday, 16 March 2009
星期一
今早的phone screening interview让我有点气馁
怎么一直都做得不好 怎么那么平庸无奇不出色
连简单的screening interview都被打败了 那下星期的case studies interview怎么办
无助-ing ....
唉~
*****
去年暑假指导我experiment的玛荔与她的意大利男友订婚了
好幸福唷~祝福他们白头偕老 :)
*****
昨晚又失眠了
明明吃了calm-sleep pills啊~
我想应该是精力过盛（才怪）
压力-ing啊~
*****
ok this post is getting random i know.
So better stop here before more sh*t's being uttered.
Gambate Sze Hwei!
怎么一直都做得不好 怎么那么平庸无奇不出色
连简单的screening interview都被打败了 那下星期的case studies interview怎么办
无助-ing ....
唉~
*****
去年暑假指导我experiment的玛荔与她的意大利男友订婚了
好幸福唷~祝福他们白头偕老 :)
*****
昨晚又失眠了
明明吃了calm-sleep pills啊~
我想应该是精力过盛（才怪）
压力-ing啊~
*****
ok this post is getting random i know.
So better stop here before more sh*t's being uttered.
Gambate Sze Hwei!
Sunday, 15 March 2009
12.53am
12.53am
前几天和那可爱的年轻男生说诉说夜晚的沉寂总使我脆弱许多
他说我应该在北极和南极的白昼各住上半年 就会坚强起来
即使这样的逻辑行得通 我想我还是会选择让自己懦弱一下下
因为白天的我是很固执的逞强 让永无止境的忙盲茫为我指点迷津
-告诉我长大后的泪水只限于眼眶 脸颊的泪痕是属于很多年前的奢侈品
因为只有在夜晚 我才能偷掉睡眠 慢慢让思念在心醉的夜发酵 并在黎明前蒸发
其实有时看着这男孩，心里也会不禁为他心疼一番。曾经为爱执着的他，如今却开始用表面的洒脱来掩饰内心的脆弱与伤痕。挂在嘴边的无所谓，一脸的漫不经心与不执着，表现出的到底是对生命的豁达还是不在乎？我也不晓得。但这样的转变也许能抚慰那曾单纯想爱付出却被出卖的心吧。
Anyway,祝福你了。希望你能找回那个为爱执着的自己，也谢谢你让我找回自己存在的价值。
虽然，我偶尔还是喜欢无事自扰。
呵呵:)
前几天和那可爱的年轻男生说诉说夜晚的沉寂总使我脆弱许多
他说我应该在北极和南极的白昼各住上半年 就会坚强起来
即使这样的逻辑行得通 我想我还是会选择让自己懦弱一下下
因为白天的我是很固执的逞强 让永无止境的忙盲茫为我指点迷津
-告诉我长大后的泪水只限于眼眶 脸颊的泪痕是属于很多年前的奢侈品
因为只有在夜晚 我才能偷掉睡眠 慢慢让思念在心醉的夜发酵 并在黎明前蒸发
其实有时看着这男孩，心里也会不禁为他心疼一番。曾经为爱执着的他，如今却开始用表面的洒脱来掩饰内心的脆弱与伤痕。挂在嘴边的无所谓，一脸的漫不经心与不执着，表现出的到底是对生命的豁达还是不在乎？我也不晓得。但这样的转变也许能抚慰那曾单纯想爱付出却被出卖的心吧。
Anyway,祝福你了。希望你能找回那个为爱执着的自己，也谢谢你让我找回自己存在的价值。
虽然，我偶尔还是喜欢无事自扰。
呵呵:)
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