At times like this, all I could ask from u is just being more understanding and perhaps a bit more supportive.
Or
perhaps i should be more forgiveful and less sensitive, knowing that all those words came in all in the name of love?
But
when im already struggling trying not to get suffocated in this dreadful sphere of high pressure, throwing questions like 'what if that never happened' really doesn't help in easing this increasingly unbearable tension on my shoulder.

If you love me, please shower me with words of encouragement and stop telling me to stop moving forward and stop hinting me giving up is the way to go.

Thank you.