Tuesday, 7 April 2009

Revisions - Of Studies, Of Life.

**-Blissful-**

Revision period for final exams is equivalent to:
- constant battling with time
- constant battling with whims and fancies for all the fun after exams
- constant craving for chocolate
- constant craving for nachos
- constant craving for pastries
- mars bars, cadbury double decker, nachos, haribos, doughnuts, brownies, cookies, peanuts, bombay mix .... THE LIST GOES ONNNNNN AND WHOOAAAAAA I AM sooooo fattttttttt!!!

But the best part of revision period is when you are craving crazily for MALAYSIAN MOUTH-WATERING FINGER LICKING YUMMILICIOUS food, and someone actually asks you to go over to his house to have LAKSA!!!!!!!

Laksa cooked by Darling - WITH LOTSA FISH CAKES AND FISH BALLSSS!!! Yummy yummy! =)

Thank you so much for inviting me over hor! Heart u much much hor! Hee =)
*happy fish whistles~




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-Emoism-

女孩:
希望你还好。虽然这样简单的问好,在你耳里有可能是万般的讽刺;但我还是想说,我是真心的希望你的伤痛能随时间慢慢好过来。因为,我也曾以为自己被幸福遗弃; 因为,我的日子也曾经只是黑漆漆的夜,心中只有怒火与妒忌;因为,我也曾每晚哭着睡着,含泪而醒,甚至宁愿偷掉睡眠来思念一些无谓的执著。同是善感的女人,我怎会不了解这种心碎的感觉呢?

这几日来,我如往常般慢慢整理了自己的思绪。经历了这么多荆棘,发现这感情这回事并没有真正的胜利者,也与一般世事一样,没有绝对。今天无论是谁遇到了谁,认定了谁是谁的幸福,却一样无法预测闭上眼睛的那一刻,在身边紧紧依偎、守候着的,还是不是当初执著过的人。我也非常明白,其实每个人都一样渴望被人真心对待、每个人都怕伤害;但往往在寻觅的过程中,大家总是不小心伤害了和自己一样脆弱的人。

所以我想说的是,此刻的愤怒与不甘是绝对能被理解的。但谁能认定伤心的结束,就不是一个美好的开始呢?人生短短几十年,大家都不断的学习、认定着自己的情感,也希望最终能获得一份恒久的幸福与归属感。而我,就只希望能在这寻觅的过程中,把伤害的程度减得最低,大家都能开开心心的过日子。

虽然我们的身份现在是对立的,但我希望有一天大家还是能打开心结,用微笑去面对曾经的过去,及好好的珍惜已在手中紧握着的幸福 :)



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终于把这几日来的心情都倾注笔端。有些事情即使他人永远都不会知道,但能好好为自己交待一番后的那种感觉,实在让我心情畅快多了!!! Hee Hee *^_^*

1 comment:

Qing Xi said...

LOL.. I cooked curry laksa that day too!.. Wanna eat it again laaaaa!
Add oil for ur revision! I am starting mine too.. hehe