Tuesday, 23 June 2009

22 June 09 Part II - the not so random one

22 June 2009 denotes the last day of my Uni, provided that if i passed all the modules of course! *fingers crossed tight tight

Upon stepping out from Dr. O'Hare's room after the 1-hour long of viva, I felt so relieved yet did not get too carried away by the fact that biochemistry has already become a history embedded in my life from that mo. Perhaps in the process of anticipation, my excitement for the real day of liberation was being shed off bit by bit, to the extent that I only wanted to treat it like just another day in life.

BUTTTTTTT
OF COURSE I DIDNT LAAAAA
SIAO MEHHHH, how many times in life do you get to savour the joy after all the toil, moil, sweat, blood, tension, insomnia sh*t that came in a package with examsssssss n final year project huhhhhhhh?

So i went bowling with Dickson, Royah, Joan and Tom. Didnt really know Joan and Tom at first. But the good thing about hanging out with all these BBC/angmos is you can just anyhow crap as if you've known each other for a zillion years, and the next time you meet them, the starting line would be: hey, i met you in xxx's party, remember? And here you go...another 'tok kock' session. See, mingling around is just so easy pissy. All you need is just high English sense of humour and a big bright smile. Teeheeee :D

Anyway, met Andre (yea yea the portuguese guy whom I 又爱又恨 in the lab) when i was bidding farewell with Ioanna who is leaving for Cyprus tomorrow. We were so shocked to see each other as we thought we wont be seeing each other anymore after the last lab. 'Omg omg omg Stella, why are you here?', so he asked while giving me a deep hug. 'Haha, we went for bowling just now'.
To be honest, it was difficult to say goodbye to people whom you see almost everyday. Before everything came to an end, their presence was just so thinly felt - just like the air you breathe in and out everyday -- only when one day you have to part with them, you started to cherish and hope that time would slow down so that every moment could be properly captured.

To my friends, thank you for making my life in the UK a worthwhile one. From a girl who only knew about life in western countries through television programme, to a lady like me who actually share stories/jokes and even hang out with you guys whom I called friends, such experience has indeed enriched so much of my life.

To Royah, thank you for being such a patient, cheerful, caring, hilarious yet sarcastic (yes the part i love most!) friend. If it wasn't you, I wouldn't have known so many lovely people from our course. I'll never forget all the madness we had during the drinking/ice-cream/meals/movie (oh so many of them!) hangout session. Im just so gonna miss them when im back in malaysia!

To Katie, you are one of the lovely people whom i was so lucky to get acquainted with. You're sincere, kind and truthful. Your relationship with Tom simply makes me think that true love does exist and give me the courage to look for my own one too :)

To my housemates, I love you all. Thank you for putting up with my bad temper, mood swings and madness. Thanks for your care and love when I was down in the ravine in life. I love you all with all my heart and am so grateful for being part of this big family for the past 2 years.

To Yih Lin my senior, haha I probably couldn't get through all these shit in biochem without your constant guidance and encouragement. You always have my respect and Im so glad to have met such an angel like you.

To my coursemate Adeline the chicken bay, thanks for being my 'mommy' and pushing me to work hard for the finals. How can you be so consistent and disciplied in revision huh??? Those notes and tips you gave in fact have helped me a lot, especially for ATCMI. Haha. Lazy me.

To Andre and Jennifer, my FYP lab mates, thank you for arguing with me in the lab Andre. That definitely added lotsa new knowledge to my very limited archive -- jesus christ can be dearly called as sweet little child christ, buddha is fatter than jesus, Flipper the Dolphine is actually a paedophile and how 'fuck' could be so expressive when you got stuck in labs. And Jennifer, thanks for helping out for the SDS experiment. I love how daring you were at molesting me too. Haha.

And last but not least, to my darling William, thanks for giving me support when I was upset with work. It was a shame that we only got to know each other few months before my Uni life comes to an end, as knowing you is definitely the happiest thing on earth. I will never forget the 1-minute of silent hug at my doorstep when I was extremely sad over the lab accident. Thanks for the assurance, love, care and thanks for always shining on me brightly in my rainy days. 愛してる, william san.

*2.12 am. 23June2009. It's another new day to start already. And as usual, time waits for no man nor for you to ponder/stay in memories, even they were created as freshly as yesterday.
With that, a smile is carved and let the postlude of Uni life takes it place slowly ... yet gracefully.
''Life is like Tango...Sad, senxual, sexy, violent and quiet'' ~Royah

2 comments:

Royah said...

My dearest Miss Sexy Bum Stella Ng Sze Hwei.

You are truly special. It was fate that we met and it is our destiny to stay friends forever.

I will miss you when you go back to Malaysia so very much. But know that you will always be in my heart and we will see each other again.

Love, always,

~Royah.
xoxox...
♥♥♥...

audreysnowy said...

Glad that I am in one of the list.
Glad that you finished biochem which I think it is a crazy course by looking the way you study for it.
Glad that you and william is so 'en ai'. Happy for you two, don't forget to invite me to your 'big day'
Wish you joy and happiness in the many many years to come. keep in touch and take care ya..:)